Awkward

Forward & Backward are usually seen as a duality. They are a duality of direction, which is polarity. Forward is seen as a positive polarity and backward as a negative polarity, unless retreating is seen to be a better option than attacking. When forward & backward are a duality of polarity, neither is a pure or balanced option.

Being backward is often seen as a mental incapacity or a learning difficulty. Being forward is often seen as being arrogant or over confident & impolite.

When forward is seen as a duality of backward, there is no balance and no third way. Sideways are different ways, but rarely are they ideal ways. I move sideways to avoid any negative occurrence that appears on my path. Moving sideways often sends me round in circles.

Going round in circles is awkward because I never actually get anywhere. It can be very awkward not arriving at my destination because I get lost. When I get lost, confused or frustrated, life gets very awkward. When I am frustrated because I am lost & confused, I can be very awkward.

Other people see me as awkward when I am unable to follow their clear direction. I have learned that being awkward can make other people very angry.

When awkward is seen as a duality of backward, it allows forward to be my third way.

Awkward is seen as having mental capacity without physical capability, which is incompetence.

Backward is seen as having physical capability without mental capacity, which is also incompetence.

My competence always allows my forward progress in an ideal way. Forward is always beneficial, progressive & expansive.

Life is designed to flow and the direction of flow is always forward. When I am in the flow, I go forward in an effortless and beneficial way. When I resist the flow, I am facing backwards. My back is towards the flow and life becomes awkward.

I am never consciously being awkward. I may choose to go backward but I never consciously choose to be awkward. I always choose what I believe is the best option for myself.

Awkward is my inability to choose the best choice for my Self. My best choice is always forward but when I am lost, confused & frustrated, I have no clear direction that will take me forward.

My Soul always forwards the best path for its Self. My pathway forward is always signposted by my Soul’s co-incidences and inspired revelations.

My Soul is never backward in coming forward and is never awkward with its Self.