My Life Vision is polarised in the opposite direction to my emotional needs.
By experiencing in my life what I need emotionally, I discover what really has true value for me. Looking at the negative of what I appear to need, because I believe that I do not have it, allows me to discover what has true value for me, in life. My path of true value flows in the direction of my vision for my life.
My life Vision is to live in a world where I am in control of my own power, own my authority and I am responsible for my own actions.
The ultimate response in life is to be the conscious creator of my own actions. It is to respond as my creator Soul, in an unconditionally accepting, allowing & approving way. This is how my Soul relates to its Self: Unconditionally allowing, approving & accepting.
The paradox is that when I am being expansively creative, I am initiating my life instead of responding to it, yet the way to be expansively creative is in response to the inspired revelations that align me with my vision for my life.
In my early years of this lifetime, I had no power, no authority and no ability to consciously create my ideal life. Disconnected from my true Source of power & authority, I had no ideal because I had no idea that I had a vision for my life.
I did need power, which came from my need for approval. When other people, especially my parents, approved of my actions; it motivated me to please them. Their authority became my emotional power to achieve what I believed that I wanted in my life. In reality, I was working under the power of their authority to achieve what they wanted me to achieve. I was completely disempowered by other people’s authority, yet motivated by my need for their approval by achieving what pleased them. I was humble to their arrogance, modestly feeding their pride by pleasing their greed.
In the absence of knowing my chosen life path, I was following the fate of other people’s authority, motivated by my own emotional need to achieve. What I believed was my vision in life, was only a long term objective, which I needed to achieve. As I continually needed other people’s approval, the option of being self-employed and being my own boss, was very short lived.
I was the provider and the protector for my family, with a dwindling sense of power and a false sense of authority. Divorce & redundancy soon followed.
I now know that this was an essential part of my negative life vision. From my Soul’s perspective, I was divorced from my vision and redundant on my path. My negative life vision is the experience of being driven by my emotional need for power, in the absence of knowing the authority of my chosen life vision; which is what I truly value to do in my life. It is being truly connected to one’s life path that is so empowering and being disconnected that is so disempowering.
My first step on the road to realising my life vision was to take responsibility for meeting my own emotional needs. By doing so, I am reclaiming my ability to be self-empowered, instead of being motivated by other people or self-motivated by what I believe that I need.
Sufficiently empowered, I was able to do the work on my fears and limiting beliefs that were the sub-conscious authority, which determined my choices and disempowered my life. As I worked on my negative beliefs, I realised and owned my positive beliefs, which manifested as my 7 Core Beliefs.
My core beliefs restored my own sense of authority, which allowed my own emotional power to flow. As I reclaimed my mental authority, I reconnected to my emotional power. I was able to learn, with emotional intelligence, how to connect to the true source of my power & authority.
The true source of my emotional power is the same as the source of my true authority, which is the super-conscious entity that is my Soul. When I am inspired by the inspiration of my super-conscious Soul, I have no need of other people’s approval. My Soul unconditionally approves of everything that its Self does.
When I am aligned with my Soul, I intuitively see my vision for my life, which allows me to fulfil my purpose for being here. There is nothing that I have to achieve when my purpose is already being fulfilled. When I have the ability of my power & authority, there is nothing that I need to achieve and no reason to seek anyone’s approval.
I realised that all I ever needed to achieve was my connection to the source of my true authority, which came with my allowance and the power of unconditional approval. All I had to do was to learn to be accepting, approving & allowing of my vision, mission & purpose naturally unfolding.
Once I intuitively knew my vision, mission & purpose, I was no longer searching for the answers but instead, I was fully authorised to ask the questions. I knew that whenever I asked the right question, I already intuitively knew the answer. A direct connection with my Soul allows my Director to directly offer directions and I was no longer lost, confused or frustrated. My intuitive Soul connection offered my Self clear direction in every present moment of time.
With my Soul’s omniscient authority comes my Soul’s omnipotent power, as long as I am always present and align with my Soul’s divine omnipresence. Being the incarnation of my Soul, allows my Self to be the creator of my own experience and the manifester of my own ideal reality. I am both the creator of my creation and the creation of my Creator.
My vision of realising my power, authority & ability; developing emotional competence, mental capacity and physical capability; is how my Soul intends for its Self to clearly, directly & presently, be the Creator of my own Ideal Life.