Ambivalent is the state of being lost & confused about which choice to make.
It is the state of being stuck in a duality where neither choice is inspiring.
Duality causes ambivalence.
I am stuck in an ambivalent world of relative dual reality when neither choice of direction makes sense or appears to benefit my Self.
I am ambivalent about being both the victim & the villain.
I am ambivalent about being both arrogant & humble.
I am ambivalent when choosing between gluttony & scarcity.
I am ambivalent when confronted with both wrath & meekness.
Both patience & impatience cause me to be ambivalent.
The choice between a terrorist or a freedom fighter causes me to be ambivalent.
My ambivalence extends to both leaders & followers.
However, when I follow my own lead and choose a third way, my ambivalence disappears.