Ambivalent

Ambivalent is the state of being lost & confused about which choice to make.

It is the state of being stuck in a duality where neither choice is inspiring.

Duality causes ambivalence.

I am stuck in an ambivalent world of relative dual reality when neither choice of direction makes sense or appears to benefit my Self.

I am ambivalent about being both the victim & the villain.

I am ambivalent about being both arrogant & humble.

I am ambivalent when choosing between gluttony & scarcity.

I am ambivalent when confronted with both wrath & meekness.

Both patience & impatience cause me to be ambivalent.

The choice between a terrorist or a freedom fighter causes me to be ambivalent.

My ambivalence extends to both leaders & followers.

However, when I follow my own lead and choose a third way, my ambivalence disappears.

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